everything's fine but i want to die 03.16.01
depression//anxiety//ttm i do not promote any form of self harm, eating disorder, or mental illness
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Emotionally Challenged
sharp pains
late at night
emptying veins
i’m not alright
as i drag the blade
across my skin
so the scars won’t fade
the tears begin
off my chin
onto my chest
the voices win
they never rest
destroying me
from the inside out
i can’t be free
i scream and shout
as the blood drips
off my thighs
my wrists and my hips
they tell me lies
they say it gets better
but how would they know
i wear my sweater
so the cuts won’t show
they tell me to quit
they don’t understand
i have to admit
this wasn’t planned
this feeling inside
i cant do it much longer
i really have tried
i’m not getting stronger
as the days go by
it crosses my mind
wondering why
i’ve been so blind
why am i here?
i’d rather not be
i could just disappear
quite easily
this could be it
no one would care
one last slit
too much to repair
i could be gone
just like that
they’d all move on
without much chat
i think now it’s time
these last tears i cry
i’m not committing a crime
just suicide-Berelle Sar
It’s been a while, about 6 years since I wrote this in middle school. I go back to it sometimes and feel so bad for that little girl, but at the same time it’s still mostly true
(not so) Breaking News: I’m sad again and everyone’s tired of hearing about it
Ayeeee
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I struggle with suicidal thoughts every single day and nobody knows about the extent of how much I’ve been thinking.
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